Sunday, January 4, 2009;
♥ 7:15 PM
Grace hasn't blogged in a longgggg time too huh. Last post dated all the way back in Dec!
Yappari im still not used to blogging la.. Grace blog more! haha. Our blog is so dead.
So Grace, how's the ankle now? Should have healed already right? =)
(blog seems to function more like msn now. LOL.)
Time passes fast -- It's january already. I dun wannna go back to schooooollllllllllllllllllllllll! =(
oh well, people, enjoy your holidays - whatever's left of it, that is.
'cess
WE LOVE COWS.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008;
♥ 10:45 PM
Sometimes it feels like time should just stop and wait while I'm still in the midst of my
slowww recovery process, cause I have to tear myself away from all my activities, missing everything I could have and should hae been doing. How stupid, that not long before I got injured, I was kind of complaining about how packed my holidays would be. Now, I've an mc that excuses me from everything that would have otherwise kept me a busy bee, and I can't stand it.
If you haven't already heard, I can't go for obk. They are flying off tmr! Oh well. =/
Things haven't been going very well for this later part of 2008. Feels like everything is going downhill along with the world economy. I just hope this is the last of it. Sigh!
But don't worry luhh, I'm not emo or anything now so it's okay.(:
Hmm dear hasn't been blogging for a long time too huhh!
Oh and I'm lazy to do the quiz thingy haha.
Ciao~
`QUEEN.
WE LOVE COWS.
Saturday, November 29, 2008;
♥ 9:22 PM
*Warning and apologies for a somewhat EMO post*
Home sweet home – a phrase meant to be comforting somehow seems so disconcerting right now.
2 days ago in Vietnam, my brother was happily counting down the days till we get back home. I asked him why he was so happy to go home, and he looked back at me incredulously and said,
you mean you're not?
No, not quite, was my answer. Because now that I'm back, the harsh reality is drawing closer, and I'm not ready to accept it. I'm still praying and waiting for my miracle healing to take place, but time, time is running out.
That's what my parents keep telling me, I'm not recovering fast enough to go for my obk trip. They go on talking/nagging about it, and it just triggers my tear well. Sometimes I retort back, I'll be fine in time. Other times, I just lose the little energy and hope left in me, and I break down and cry.
I've been crying so much for the past 2 weeks, I think I could flood the big drain along Siglap Park Connector with my tears. I cry every night in my sleep, and every now and again when nightmarish scenes play in my normally unimaginative mind.
It hurts. The physical pain tortured me the first few days. And when that subsided, the warning of not being able to go for my obk trip just tormented me. Present tense actually.
My recovery rate is way too slow, much slower than what the chinese physician said. The sinseh said I would be able to walk normally in 3 days. I took 5 days in crutches alone, and much more than 1 week to walk normally. Even now at 2 weeks, I'm still semi-limping, I'm still not walking normally. The sinseh said I would be able to recover in around 10 days. As I said, it's 2 weeks, and I'm still not well.
I only have a few more days. A few more days before the final decision on my being able to go for obk is made. A few more days for a miracle to take place.
I'm praying so so hard. I haven't given up. The odds are all against me, strongly against me, I know. But I'm still holding on to that glimmer of hope, until the final decision is made.
A few more days. That's still a long way more. So much can happen.
Signing off,
`QUEEN.
WE LOVE COWS.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008;
♥ 11:03 AM
Tagged by Shiyun this time.. Here goes!
1. Who's the person that tagged you? Shiyun!
2. Relationship between you and her? friends. =)
3. Three impressions of her? loves pink, chuck bass, and is a nice fella. =)
4. If she becomes your enemy, you will? dun think she will.
5. What will you say to the person you like very much? hah. i dunno!
6. Characteristic i like about myself? hah. i dunno!
7. Characteristic i hate about myself? hah. i dunno!
8. For the person whom you hate, you say? =X
9. What do people feel about you? probably perfectionistic, mean.. TC people i mean. =X
10. Your crush? say, Akanishi Jin? LOL.
11. Pass this to 10 people.
1.Shiyun. 2.Alyba. 3.Li Hui. 4.Kai Ru. 5.Fang Ru. 6.Hui Ping. 7.Daphne. 8.Grace 9. Phoebe 10.Michelle
12. If 5 & 7 were together? oh dear.. they wouldnt be.
13. who does 5 like? me of course! =))
14. What colour does 9 like? no idea. =X
15. Say something about 8. she's my dear?!
16. Who is 2? the merlion who's a super anime fan. =))
17. Talk about 3. shiyun's wife who's earning her high tea money right now. LOL! =)
18. Who is 10's best friend? Mavis? Grace? Phoebe? Linda? Daphne? Amanda?
19. Who's the sexiest among all 10? dunno!
20. What colour does 4 like? pink? blue? quite a number of colours i guess.
21. Is 4 single? she would rather not be. =)
22. Your relationship with 1. my friend!
23. Are 5 & 6 best friends? good friends. =)
24. 9's surname? Tham. Phoebe Tham. right?
25. 7's nickname? COW. =)
26. Say something to 8. hello! happy __ days!
27. Say something to help 9. there's always people behind you! =)
28. Who does 1 admire? Chuck Bass. though it may have already changed to someone in 90210. =))
29. Where does 1 live? along the route of bus25. i should know that! haha. =)
30. 10 of them know who you like? if they read my blog they should know! Akanishi!
31. Say something to 6 when you see her. hello! =)
32. 10's spouse? dunno!
WE LOVE COWS.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008;
♥ 9:50 PM
The days are flying past, so tell me why why why, why is my ankle still so swollen, why can't I walk properly!!
How am I going to go on my holiday in like, 3 days time!
I'm an absolute liability to be around. Nevermind that I'm moving slow, but I'm slowing the people around me too! Feel so bad. But well at the same time, thank you everyone for all the tlc? Haha.
Okayy Vicky tagged me, so I guess I shall just do the quiz. It's been a long time anw.
Three names you go by:
- grace
- chow/chowchow
- chowie
Three screen names you have:
- QUEEN(duh!)
- mrsjung(ahahaha!)
- brok3nangeL(uh, dont ask, it's a really oldddd name i just kinda stuck with when i couldn't think of anything better during the ancient ages.)
Three parts of your heritage:
(i dont get this qn, but wth)
- family
- friends
- no idea?!(okay copied vicky's, lol)
Three things that scare you:
- HAVING AN ANKLE SPRAIN!!
- pain
- tickles?(no really T.T)
Three of your everyday essentials:
- handphone!
- money
- the card to my estate
Three things you're wearing now:
- jacket
- tk sec2 cohort camp tee
- black fbt
Three of your favourite songs:
- Not Young by U-KISS(we danced to this for our obk pre-course activity ytd and today.. uh, I mean I just watched luhh.)
- Mirotic by Dongbangshingi
- Nobody by Wonder Girls
Two truths and a lie in no particular order:
- i'm in love with jung yunho
- i'm jung yunho's wife
- kim kibum from ukiss smiled at ME
(ahahaha.. looks like ALL ARE TRUE huhh! xP)
Three of your favourite hobbies:
(Vicky: -.-' in response to your "playing chess with Zhou Gong")
- listening to music
- dongbang-ing/fangirl-ing
- playing floorball!
Three things you want to do really badly now:
- I WANT TO WALK NORMALLY!!!
- JUMP AND RUN AND GO FOR TRAINING
- GO SHOPPING!(with cash from uh, dropping from the sky, ha!)
Three careers you're considering:
(realistic careers or not? cause all those in my mind and pretty hard. but yeah, i'll just keep dreaming and dreaming..)
- discovery travel & living travel host! (talk and TRAVEL for a living! job = holiday, cool or
cool huhh.)
- radio deejay (talk talk talk for a living!)
- CEO of some big and successful company (dont burst my bubble, i'm still in my lala land)
Three places you want to go on vacation to:
- JAPAN! (like i should have been going this yr if not for STUPID RECESSION, rahh!)
- Korea (OBK does not count as a typical vacation)
- France/Paris
(i've a lot more on the list actually..)
Three things you want to do before you die:
- travel the world
- see dongbang in real life
- (copying vicky; shall not insert here!)
Three things that make you stereotypically a boy:
- i think there are a lot of pretty and hot girls around! (but i'm straight, dont worry!)
- ??
- ??
(i have no idea, i don't think i'm very boy-ish? enlighten me, my dear friends. haha)
Three things that make you stereotypically a girl:
- i have a lot of pink stuff, but NOT ON PURPOSE, really
- i fangirl just like vicky does
- i like to shop (but sadly, i dont have much cashflow to do so! T.T)
Three people that you would like to see take this quiz:
- Phoebe! (your socks are so striking, i make out your face clearly from a far but i still know it's you! xP)
- Michelle!
- actually, EVERYONE READING THIS (ahaha!)
That was really really reallyyyyyy long! Zzz. Going off, I should go pack at least part of my bag before my parents start nagging!
`QUEEN. (:
Scared to know,
WE LOVE COWS.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008;
♥ 7:30 PM
Was tagged by Alybaaa plus since i'm bored, shall do the quiz! =))
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Three names you go by:
- vicky
- ky (read: kii)
- daddy?! haha.
and others.
Three screen names you have:
- ヴィッキ一
- 'cess
- (shall not insert here!)
Three parts of your heritage:
- family
- friends! =))
- (no idea?!)
Three things that scare you:
- horrifying, scary stuff?
- the unknown
- (shall not continue!)
Three of your everyday essentials:
- wallet
- phone
- keys
i'm assuming when going out okay. haha
Three things you're wearing now:
- clothes (obviously!)
- specs
- rubberband counted?
Three of your favourite songs:
- 1 2 3 4 (currently though. i get sick of songs fairly easily =X )
- 君を想うとき
- Alybaaa's blog songs. hahaha! =))
have many more to add but i cant choose which!
Two truths and a lie in no particular order:
- i'm a guy (totally someone's answer but i dont care, i'm using that too!)
- i'm fickle
- i smile a lot =)
Three of your favourite hobbies:
- playing chess with Zhou Gong (hahaha Grace!)
- listening to songs, especially live versions i guess?
- can i say, KAT-TUN?
Three things you want to do really badly now:
- complete this thing asap! im running low on patience! =X
- watch KAT-TUN's new mv, which sadly, hasn't come out yet?
- (i dunno already!)
Three careers you're considering:
- hotelier! =X (basically something in the hotel/travel industry?)
- (anything which has nothing to do with science!)
- (i dunno already!)
Three places you want to go on vacation to:
- JAPAN!
- Manchester =)
- Taiwan
Three things you want to do before you die:
- spend time with family and friends
- go to japan again! =)
- (shall not insert here!)
this question sounds so solemn i dont like it. =(
Three things that make you stereotypically a boy:
- i like watching soccer
- i look at girls together with my guy friends? =X
- i grew up with 2 guys, so think about how i would behave? =)
Three things that make you stereotypically a girl:
- i have pink stuff!
- i fangirl (well not that crazy but yeah.)
- (shall not insert here! )
Three people that you would like to see take this quiz:
- merlions who have a blog! (well those who i know have blogs got tagged by Alybaaa.)
- Grace, fellow blog-mistress
- Daphne COW
and anyone and everyone else who's interested! =))
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i realised i should have changed all the questions to "Two ________" instead, haha, 'cause somehow i ended up giving 2 answers to most of the questions. LOL!
well people, have fun doing this and dont lose your patience the way i did! =))
happy holidays!
'cess
WE LOVE COWS.
Monday, November 17, 2008;
♥ 9:51 PM
Sigh sigh, I totally sprained my ankle at such a bad time! I NEED TO RECOVER FAST FAST FAST.
I want to be able to move around normally! I need to at least be able to TRAVEL around without a risk! I wanna go out! I wanna go for training! I NEED to exercise! I NEED to be able to be fit enough for OBK! Rahhhhh. ><"
Exasperated,
`QUEEN.
WE LOVE COWS.